a Full-stop.

The moment i saw them, i could feel that my hot tears nearly run out of my eyes. But very luckily, i could control myself. I told myself that i dont have to cry for anyone because they are not worth for me to cry for. And after back home, locked myself inside the toilet, thats the first time I really cry for him, not even when we broke up.


Thats wat the boy told the girl.
The boy: u r special to me.
The girl: Special to u?? How special is it?? im just one of ur girlfriends only.
The boy: jus remeber u r someone special to me and thats it. the rest i will tel u some other time. waiting for the ryt time.


Maybe wat people always say is rite. You will only appreciate him when u lost him. When u ready to give u and him a chance to try, but it is too late for that. When its raining, i will always think of him. Thats because there is a story about the rain.


Sometimes its always too late to regret. When he has gone and only i realised who is really care for me from the very beginning. He could always be by my side when im sad. He is always a good listener of mine. Now, i dont think he would be there for me when i need him. I should put a fullstop for that.



"Walking in the rain and kissing under the moonlight....."


ChieH

when she smile no 1 knows whether its a honest smile or fake

There's a girl who always praying for her friend's happiness but herself live in sadness but no one knows.. cause she always hide her sadness by her fake smile.she feel so tired and cant stand to live in this miserable world.Why ? why ? why ? she also want to be happy like other girls,every time she want to be happy.. obstacles always appears.. how could this be ? why she cant get her own happiness ? why god punish her till like this ? is she did any wrong in her PAST life ? yeah before she used to be a happy girl,with her beloved friends,scream there and here.but now ? her face ? turn to *Kusut* cause of something that she also don't know,i wish... this girl will get her happiness soon.

*Praying* God i wish this sad girl will be happy like others,don't make her sad again,you can take my life to if that can changes her life to happy,i want to see her honest smile even im turn to angel atleast i can see her honest smile :)


ChieH

HOLIDAY~~~~~

OMG!!! the same --> having a bored holiday mah....

Well, my mama and Lanie went for vacation at KL, leaving me, an old dad and 2 young bros at home. How gud my sis is ah???

Between, before the holiday, having a great time with KERREN and my other BUDDIES~
appreciate those moments although the KhooKai kept on teasing me. *Kai, stop teasing me okie!!*

This coming July, SOU WEI is coming back. Yeayeeee~~~



Yesterday, yesterday, yesterday...

I did something wrong.....

I was so regretting~

WHAT TEH HECK of me doing dat....

I also dunno..

Im sorry!!!!! *to u, u, u and u*

Forgive me but dun forget me...



p/s : "Babe, the words to you, *i love u*"


ChieH

*its bluberry lolli - sweet and sour bt nice*

*uhhhh*

*urghhhhh*

* i accidentally cut my finger *

Yesterday i have read sumting so sad. It was a story between a wife and a husband. The couple has married for 4 years. The wife is a perfect fully housewife. She does everything perfectly in the house until the husband cant even find a little bad thing about his wife. The wife thought that the husband still loves her as before but everyting has changed untill the girl exist.

The husband dislikes his wife touches his phone and that makes the wife so curious. One day, the husband left his handphone at home. The wife took the phone and took a look. The messages and the pictures. Beads of tears ran out from her eyes. The wife realised that she is not the one her husband love the most anymore. After crying, the wife pretend like nothing and sent the handphone to the husband office.

One day, the husband told the wife a story of his friends. The husband told the wife that his friend fall for a girl in their working place. They have been together for 2 years. The girl is so kind and sweet. She never asked anything from the boy even she knows the boy has married. They date silently until the girl pregnant. Finally, the girl asked the boy for a marriage. The boy couldnt reject but he dont know what to do. Now, the husband asks the wife what should the boy do. The wife did not say anything and walk away.

At night, the husband went to bed early. The wife started packing her clothes. She dint take anything that belongs to the house. She only took the first gift her husband has given her. Before she left, she gave the husband a last kiss.


"I will turn to an angel and be with you wherever u are. I will always praise for ur happiness."


The last words the wife told the husband.


ChieH

Ahhhhhhhh....

So lonely!!!

So bored!!!

I got a bad news from someone just now.

My miracle has been *kabush*

Now feel so hopeless..

I hate myself being like this.

How could it be??

No one knows, not even me..

Haiz...



ChieH

It has been a while i din update my blog yea. Well, Im kind of lazy n yea busy as well with my school work n tuition-ing. Everyday does the same things. Feel so empty and bored uh.


First of all,i want to say was that I MISS U DALENG!!!! I have not seen her for 2 days. Hopefully, this thursday can go bandar lepak arh. But, she might be going to training tu. Haiz, *my plan hangus*


Secondly, I will be leaving my school kids at the end of June. I would be missing them like hell. Although they always make me so sasak, but remember kids, ur teacher kakak owes love u guys nehx.. *mcm tah they know*

Thirdly, my sis n mama wil be off to somewhere else soon. So i will be the queen of the house. What i mean is Queen of the Maid. Ehw, working everything alone. So bored n so lonely.


Fifth, Kerren is coming back!! YEayee... Would be spending more tym together yea..


Seventh, I wanna ran out of this house!!! Wakakaka, im so stressful, so pressurise, so lonely, so sad. I waan go to the beach and shout out!! With u rival. YESH!! U RIVAL!!! I know u wanna go oso. Lets shout!! *AHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!*


Eighth, the taste of choco.

Ninth, Praise for my Daleng, my rival and my mates out der.



ChieH