~SiGh~

I wanna sleeppp now~~ Huh!! But my mind still working and yet my eyes wanna close.. Erk~

This afternoon having my Maths P6, Statistics.. Ehm.. the paper was ok ok la.. I have done all but dunno the ans correct or not nia ma.. After discussing sum questions with my frens, I knew that I have done wrongly.. But nothing I can since i couldnt change it.. *Sob Sob* My next paper is accounting 4 and it is the paper that i worried the most. The total mark is 120 and Im afraid that i couldnt score a good mark.. Sigh!! But i will do all my best on it..

Dats all for 2day lo.. Nothing much..

*Sorry seems to be the hardest word*

ChieH

Again, yesterday passed and comes today and tomorrow coming.. Huh.. everyday does the same things. Wakes up, eating, revision and sleeping.. Keeps on repeating throughout my life.. Nothing special.. Goes to the same place, meets the same people..

Ehmm.. I slept at 2.30 this morning and woke up at 6.45am.. Well, I was being forced to wake up that early, just to prepare breakfast for my family.. Its actually my mama who is the one prepare for us everyday but today she went to the "tamu" to buy some vege for me to cook for today lunch.. I couldnt countinue my sleep again so I took my bath and started my accounting revision. I almost finished the past papers from 03 untill 07 for both June and November. *Yeappiii*

Thid afternoon will do my statistics revision with Jackie. Rachel is coming also but she will do her accounting revision. So, strictly said, I will do half statistics and accounting revisions. Huh!!

Its 10.06 now le.. Okie!! I wanna continue my accounting papers liaw lo.. haha.. Take care yea my frewn!! I love you guys!! Muahzz~~

ScMic

haiz~~ staying late again tonight.. Cannot sleep ler... Ehw~~

I have just done my statistics past papers which took me the whole day to finish it.. HuH~ Actually, im having my accounting extra tuition this afternoon of which i dont know that i have.. Then the teacher messaged me n told me that the extra class has to be cancelled coz she was not feeling well.. *Yeappi*

Moody~~ Moody~~ Moody~~ Moody~~

I need a medicine which can make me lost my memories... I mean those "stupid n useless" memories.. I really hate those thinggy sticked in my mind.. I only need those things that can make me happy.. Thats enough.. But somehow, sadness is more than happiness lolzz.Sigh!! Well, Well, Well, this is what we called LiFe~~

My lappie gonna die soon.. Maybe its too heavy. It keeps on lagg and not response.. Huh.. Wanna take it to service liaw lo.. Downloading too many movies and songs lolxx..

ChieH

~ImPoRtAnCe~

Sigh~~ im bored!!! its 12.05am now. I have nothing to do.. Lazy to do my revision lolzz.. on9 pun no frens to chat with... Feel tired but my mind still working energetically. Sien! Sien! Sien! Wat to do now??!

*Thinking*

Oh yea, jus now my mama took back lots of photos album.. haha.. When we were looking at all the pics, all the memories cum back.. Huh!! Its nice! My picz since i was a new-born-baby till the 18th me.. Wah!! I have been living in this wonderful world for 18 years.. Many people have walked into my life and made my life much more interesting n wonderful.. My family and my beloved friends.. I really wanna tell them how much i love them for being part of my life.. They have played an important role in my entire life. Without them, without me... This is what I could say..

Firstly, my parents! They r the 1 who bring me to dis world.. Really thanks for them.. They have teached me a lot of things that i never know. They always give the best for me but sometimes I dont apppreciate it.. I hate to do things that may disappoint my parents.. So everytime, when they ask me to do this and that, i will do the best for them.. No matter what unless it reaches my limit then i will give up.. Perhaps, the most they care is our education.. haha.. they will pressurize us when exam is cuming!! Well, sometimes they over-pressurize us may make us more stressful and couldnt 100% concentrate on our studies... Sigh!!

Secondly, my siblings. Being the eldest in the family, i have the responsiblility to take care of my sis n bros.. have to be a good example for them. haha.. I hope i have done of wat i should do.. They r the 1 who make me angry.. They r the 1 who make me laugh.. They r the 1 who make me cry.. haha.. But then they are always by my side.. i love them so much!! Although sometimes they really make me mad and make me wanna kill them lolzz.. haha..

Thirdly, my 2 beloved friends --> Joyce & Rachel.. Im happy to know them..They are always by my side when im sad.. They will pull me back when i was in the my wrong track.. They will fight for me if i kana bullied.. haha.. Wel, I will also fight for them if they kana bullied.. Lolzz.. Our weapons *scissors & parang*!! haha. Then for sure the person will mati 1 tu if he met us.. haha... We have so much joyful moments 2gether.. Hang out 2gether, go coffee bean till late2, shopping, making jokes, tok bout nonsense, gossiping, laugh crazily 2gether, go escapade, stay over at empire hotel!! Dat's what we usually do... get into trouble.. haha.. Rachel was younger than me but she seems lyk more mature *in thinking* than me.. I mean lyk she always know what she wants and she will do her best to get what she wants. She doesnt care what people think and said about her. She just wanna be herself. She can be so sexy and can be so nasty and rude. All the bad words can come out from her mouth!! Oppositely, Joyce is like serious type.. Perhaps, she takes everything easily and she is a good commender coz i owes ask comment from her.. She can be cute, can b sexy too.. haha.. We can easily know if she is in her mood or not.. haha.. Well, both of us r afraid of her when she is not in her mood lolzz.. dun dare to go near her.. haha.. We can always have the same topic to chat with. We know and understand what each other need n will try to help one another when any one of us is in trouble.. I really hope our friendship can last forever.. Never end!!

For myself ma.. Some people said im selfish, small gas, 2 sided, wanna b a guai guai gal or so wat ever.. i dun mind.. coz i never think of being that.. Thats wat u guys think but not me.. I know who i am.. and if u truly know me, u will know what kind of person i am.. if not then u better shut ur mouth.. I din point at u n told u doesnt mean im scared or wat. At least i know i will hurt u if i do dat.. So please dont judge me if u dont know me...

Huh!! It takes me 1 hour to write this down.. haha.. Its 2.12 am now.. I better off now lo.. Ciao~~ Take care lolzzz..

ChieH

Gud afternoon everyone out there.. haha.. its me again huh... This morning having my Maths P3.. erm.. No comment for the paper coz its nt easy but nt hard oso pulang.. haha... manage to finish on time but then still some questions im not sure with then answer.. haha.. so jus let it be lo.. cant change it oso kan..

Im alone at hum now lu.. Later got my accounting tuition at 2.30.. huh!! dis friday P1 n P2.. OMG!! *Im stresss* hope can do better for dis 2 papers... i know i can!! haha.. so jus all the best for me yea..

I hav read some of my frens blog jus now.. ehm.. enjoy reading... n seems lyk my blog r really bored.. haha.. wat to do kan.. my eng is poor plus i hav ntg much to update.. dats y lo...

My frens... Hav i change a lot?? haha.. i mean in terms of my persolnality n altitude.. hav i hav i hav i?? haha.. i wan to know.. plz do tell me if i hav.. im sorry for those who i have hurted before or mayb i have done something wrong to u.. i dun really mean to hurt u guys.. forgive me plz... *serious* i really do care what u guys feel bout me especially those who i love so much.. haha..

okie okie~ wanna take bath now le.. if not later my mama nagged me again!! haha.. Ciao~~~ take care!! Love~~

ChieH

~ThE OnLy ScMic~

*Michelle is her name*

When sum1 took a shot, dis is wat she wil do..
haha!! *Blekk & Peace*

When she wore tudung..

When she went to a dinner, the only dress she wear..

She is happy when her face full with cream lolz..

When she tied her hair up..

When she is serious

When she is happy

When she is hyper-active

When she is bored

When she look so stupid

When she is in *black & white*

When she is in the car, still she can take a shot.. *Tionk*

With food in her mouth..

Her favourite *Teh Tarik India*



~People In Her Life~
*Luv 'em so much*

*Mummy & Daddy*

Her sis *Melanie*

Her bro *Movard*

Her cutie bro *Mike*

Her so-called sis *Rachel*

Her darling *Joyce*

Her honey *Kerren*

*Happy Couples*

& 1 more..

*her baby --> SeCrEt*

~BoReDoM~

hi again!! haha.. im so bored now lol... Just finished my dinner.. Bored to death!! Urghhh~~~

My sista went to bandar to meet WU JUN & AH SA with Vivian.. Actually, i oso went to bandar d to the Sheraton Hotel coz ada the aus expo... tapikann nada transport.. terpaksa jua stay at home.. do my revision.. *sob sob*

2molo morning got driving lesson n accounting tuition again!! Ehm.. I guess must be me alone lagi.. The others switch to afternoon class liaw.. Ummm.. face to face with the teacher.. haha.. *takut*

On saturday will be my driving test with ah joyce.. ah ting has passed hers oledi lo yesterday.. *clap clap* Hope both of us can pass luh on saturday..

Oh yea, we won the 3 on 3 tournament at SMSO yesterday.. haha.. as wat we expected lolzz.. have enjoy the tournaments though.. played with the seniors.. fun fun.. But the sun mah.. too strong lolzz.. so hot ler... getting darker and darker!! haha..

Besides, i got a Berly' Bitter Chocolate from Muizzzz.. haha.. *thanks yea* its nice.. not bitter at all... haha.. im jus joking to u d lo.. never take my wors seriously la... terkajut me when u gave me.. haha.. then should i but peanut butter for u?? haha.. i can buy tu if u wan.. then will ask my sis pass to u.. haha.. then tarus la i buy a loaf of bread for u oso.. tarus can eat.. haha.. *nyaman*

Well, i better off now lo... havent take bath.. hahax.. take care yea my frends out der.. I love u guys so so so much.. haha..

ChieH

~Forever~

~ 'SisteR' & 'ClassmatE' ~
* RacheL & Joyce *

~ BesT ClassmateS ~
* Joyce & Kerren *

~ BeSt SisteR ~
* RacheL *

~ SistA ForeveR ~
* MelaniE *

* YeoN, HaO, ChieH & LiN *


~ MiC & the FriendS ~



~ The BesT GuestBook I have ever received ~

ChieH

~HuRt~

Its 10.39 am now.. Ehw~~~ just came back from school.. Today having my Mathematics Paper 1 lozz.. The paper ma.. Quite easy though except for 1 question which carries 4 marks.. Erm.. I cracked my head still i couldnt find the solution lo.. Well, i oso dunno. haha..

Yesterday was my youngest brother 12th birthday... haha.. MIKE TEO JYH SHIUN HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~~~~ May all ur wishes come true and good luck in everything u do.. Study smart yea.. Dont always malas malas ah.. Now, let me sing a birthday song for u lo.. Yesterday no sampat i sing for u... Went home early.. hehe..

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Shiun Shiun,
Happy birthday to you.

Dis song is from me to you lolzzz.. I love u so much!! haha.. My brother kalia of coz i love.. Im glad that you are brother although sometimes u make me angry... *serious*

I dont know y this lately i feel so moody... I mean i was so down.. I dun knw why.. Well, maybe I was distracted by 'some things'.. I have already tried my best to concentrate on my studies but then it just that sometimes those things might come into my mind again which made me really down.. Errr... What can i said now is just that i really 'tong ku'.. Although I keep on laughing and made jokes to my friends, pretend like nothing. But actually i was so sad and hurt!! This kind of feeling that i never have before. I do cry but it doesnt make me feel better.. Especially when i was alone.. Everything comes into my mind.. I need a friend to talk but the word doesnt want to come out from my mouth when i saw them.. So, I can only keep it to myself. A secret to myself.

When i was ready to accept everthing, he turned and walked away from me.. U know how hurt it was.. okie, the only thing that i can do is accept everything. The only thing i can do by now. It was all my fault.. I shouldnt let this begins.. The end i was the 1 get the hurt most. Nevermind, now everything is over!! I can concentrate more on my studies.. I wont let my parents disappointed d especially my mama... Hehe.. *smile smile* GO! GO! GO!


ChieH

~MoOdY~

Im breaking my own promise again.. BLOGGING!! Im really bored to death.. Not in the mood to do my revision so blogging lo..

Im in the dining room now.. Just finished washed the baju.. So many lagitu. Errrr~~~ Wana watch Hot Shot ep12 but then i couldnt find it in Youtube anymore.. Sigh!! Maybe kana closed down le.. haha.. Illegal lolzz..

This morning having my driving lesson at Civic Centre there.. I reached there at around 6.55 and have been waiting there for about 20 minutes.. ALONE!!! My two princesses *Joyce & Rachel* went there at about 7.30 lolzz.. haha.. Both of them no sampat learn lo coz Joyce and I going to bandar at 9.30.. So, 2 of them were waiting for me.. Hahaha.. *kasian them eh*

My teacher brought me to the Land Transport there having my parking practised.. Then the teacher asked me to drive back to the Civic Centre.. Huh??!! OMG!! How can I?? I was so nervous as my driving techniques were quite lousy lo.. haha.. I comfirmed with the teacher again lagitu.. Then she said: "I have given a chance.." *Tionk*.. *I dont want this chance lolzz.. Its not auto d leh, its manual d.. I afraid that later my engine mati ah halfway or when i wanna out the simpang.. haha.. Luckily, the engine din mati lo.. *Thanks GOD!!* When i drove up the hill, my teacher asked me to do my balancing which is my worst part. But luckily i can do it.. *Yesh!!*

I went to bandar at 9.30 with Joyce.. Her sis-in-law brought us d.. He dropped us at the JAMES HON at Kuilap there.. We wanna apply for scholarship to UK as wel as to Australia.. Ehm..Stayed there for about 1 hour and handed in our documents.. After that, do dis n dat then went hum..

I reached home at ard 2.15.. Took my bath n started my physics revision again.. Haizzz.. Pyhsics again.. which made me headache the most.. Errrrr~~~

Today, Im not really in the mood.. Bcoz of rpoblems agen... Erm.. I will just left those problems behind as I dunno how to solve them.. I cant solve it myself.. If the "someone" dun solve it, how can i solve it myself.. If the "someone" wanna left these problems to me then I wont care anymore.. I will just let it be since the "someone" din care anymore so why should I.. ehm.. or maybe, I should give the "someone" time to think over again~~ Ehm.. *going crazyyyy*

My sis naggedd me again lolzz... okie okie.. will stop here by now. to be continued again~~ hehe..

ChieH

~NightZ~

~ Siew ChieH ~

* Michelle & RacheL *





~ Our Drinks ~

*Nice! Nice!*
Rachel, d gal behind~

*Iced Peppermint - Rachel's drink*

*Nemo Lemon Fizz & Scobby's Spice*
Lanie is behind the shot!!




ChieH

~Afta the Dinner~

~ In mY roOm~

~ MiC & MaMa ~

*Not thin enough to become a model*

*Yo!! PeacE*
*Blekkk*

*The messy table behind me*



ChieH

~Errrr~

Sunday, 5thOct,2008, the last day of holiday.. GOSH!!! Errrrr.. i dun wan, I dun wan.. I dun wan schooling, I dun wan A lvl.. Urggggh, 2 months!!!! 2 MONTHS!!!!! i cant touch my lappie.. Stay at home everyday, sitting in the aircon roo, facing the wall.. i mean the book.. ShIt!!!! haha..

Well, well, well, this morning i went to the istana.. Ehm.. I was forced to go there.. My mama forced me to.. Unfortunately, i was asked to go out by the security.. The reason is because I WORE TOO SEXY... What the hell man!!! My skirt is on the knee wat.. SEXY??!! This is what u called sexy?? OK, fine.. My aim is not to shook hand with the Royalities though.. I was just forced to go to take the container.. haha..

Then, we went back t the car and go to CHAI GEN XIANG have cup of coffee. haha.. Then, shopped at the Kuilap Hwa Ho. Window shopping saja lo.. haha.. At around 11, we went back to the istana to bring my dad n shiun shiun.. haha..

Ehm, actually, this afternoon wanna beraya at my fren house.. Tapikannn.. ehm.. becoz of this and that.. then no jadi.. haha.. Wel, i guess i cant out le lo start from 2molo.. So yeah..

This might be the last blog for october.. haha.. So, my friends, I will update after my A lvl yea.. haha.. So.. take care!! I will mizzz u guys.. haha.. Bubyeee!!

ChieH

~Pooo~

~ My S.H.E. 11th aLbUm~

^FM S.H.E.^

*The Cover* (3 sexy ladies)

*Support oRiGiNaL aLbUm plZ*



My sis bought it at Miri.. I have waited for ages to get their latest 11th album.. Yeapiii..
SHE SHE SHE, Im their loyal supporter... haha..

~ In ThE CaR ~

*SuNsEt*

*It's m3.. Otw back from pantai*



ChieH

~SiLeNcE~

This whole afternoon, I spend my time in front of my lappie, listening to this song.. I really love this song so much.. "安静了" (SiLeNcE)

Both of its melody and lyrics are cool!! Lyrics written by Selina and its melody done by Jay Chow.. Really nice and fabulous!! Haha.. This song has just released.. Sings by my hottest favourite girls group, S.H.E. haha.. Their latest album "My FM".. I havent buy it but will get it soon.. Yeapppii!!


只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己 wo~

撒娇的可爱的

迷人的爱哭的

照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你

Its really nice~ You can buy their album ah.. For sure you will love it.. Haha..

ChieH

~aLoNe~

Again, a bored friday for me.. Ehm.. im alone at home now.. Parents and siblings went to Miri brought my grandpa to airport.. My grandpa went back to Melaka today..

As usual, this morning have my accounting tutiton at Bunut there.. I dont know what happen to my stomach ah.. So damn pain.. Suckss!! Errrrr.. totally cant concentrate on the lesson. Plus, im not in the mood today.. So yea.. Thats y i prefer stay at home alone rather than going to Miri with my family..

Now, sitting in front of the lappie and blogging.. Nothing more!! Alone in the house should be happy or sad.. Emmm.. I guess should be happy. But then my face cant squeeze any smile.. Lonely is what i feel now.. Last night, messaged with Rachel.. Ehm.. maybe I din sound good or the way i replied her i not proper.. I was tired at that time plus moody~

Turn on the window media player and listen some of my favourite songs. But it doesnt change my mood pun..

Maybe I should take a nap now.. Ehm.. yea yea!! Okie~ take care my frenz!!

ChieH