Tuesday, October 14, 2008

~HuRt~

Its 10.39 am now.. Ehw~~~ just came back from school.. Today having my Mathematics Paper 1 lozz.. The paper ma.. Quite easy though except for 1 question which carries 4 marks.. Erm.. I cracked my head still i couldnt find the solution lo.. Well, i oso dunno. haha..

Yesterday was my youngest brother 12th birthday... haha.. MIKE TEO JYH SHIUN HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~~~~ May all ur wishes come true and good luck in everything u do.. Study smart yea.. Dont always malas malas ah.. Now, let me sing a birthday song for u lo.. Yesterday no sampat i sing for u... Went home early.. hehe..

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Shiun Shiun,
Happy birthday to you.

Dis song is from me to you lolzzz.. I love u so much!! haha.. My brother kalia of coz i love.. Im glad that you are brother although sometimes u make me angry... *serious*

I dont know y this lately i feel so moody... I mean i was so down.. I dun knw why.. Well, maybe I was distracted by 'some things'.. I have already tried my best to concentrate on my studies but then it just that sometimes those things might come into my mind again which made me really down.. Errr... What can i said now is just that i really 'tong ku'.. Although I keep on laughing and made jokes to my friends, pretend like nothing. But actually i was so sad and hurt!! This kind of feeling that i never have before. I do cry but it doesnt make me feel better.. Especially when i was alone.. Everything comes into my mind.. I need a friend to talk but the word doesnt want to come out from my mouth when i saw them.. So, I can only keep it to myself. A secret to myself.

When i was ready to accept everthing, he turned and walked away from me.. U know how hurt it was.. okie, the only thing that i can do is accept everything. The only thing i can do by now. It was all my fault.. I shouldnt let this begins.. The end i was the 1 get the hurt most. Nevermind, now everything is over!! I can concentrate more on my studies.. I wont let my parents disappointed d especially my mama... Hehe.. *smile smile* GO! GO! GO!


ChieH

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