Saturday, April 4, 2009

its windy day uh.. feel so comfortable and relax now. I am at wywy now, updating my blog. I feel so good!!! Wakakaka...
Well, today i actually wanna ask someone but then he cant make it. So only me, Joyce and Melanie hang out.. Ehww~~ So bored..
Owh yea, on monday, we will have a basketball tournament at Batu Bersurat.. We represent the Tutong District and we will play for the opening ceremony.. Crap!!! Im not so willing to play for the opening leh coz we are really bad in this sport.. We never train together, we never play as a team... So how can we have a good game leh??
This lately I feel something wrong n weird with one of my friends. I guess u know who u r yea gal... I dont know what I should do to make myself balance. What i mean is between u and my parents. Well, i guess u also yea... We are like kind of strangers now.. Not like before of what we used to be. Hanging out together, Chill together, watching movie, shop together gossiping and many many more... Even when we online, we would not contact or chat with each other. Its only when we meet or see each other, we would simply said a Hi.. I dont mean to be like that.. I suddenly feel like we have nothing to chat or talk about.. We are like a mirror. Once its broke, it will never return to its original. There will be a crack there. But I really hope we can back to what we used to be and maybe its just not the right time for now. I would not said anything more about you and 'him'. Just hope that you are choosing the right path for your future and I really hope he can treat you as what you want him to. Prove it to us that u and him really can work out together. Dont ever get hurt again. Please, love yourself more okie... I will praise for your happiness.
Besides, I will praise for my other friend also. I hope she knows what she is doing. Throw away your guiltiness, go for it and apprecaite every moments, everything and 'him'... U never know when would be the end but why dont you jus appreciate it now.. Try to make yourself relax all the time.. Dont get stress so easily yea.. Love 'him' as much as u can for now and make him feel the same okie... Come on, everything will be alright de.. Dont worry...
Ehhheee... Gambateh to both of you.. Remember 1 thing.... I will always love you guys... Always!!
ChieH

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