"When u said sorry dats mean u choose to leave me..."

M & E


"Mr. Emo"

Mr. Emo is the 1 i love the most... ehhheee...


"Hate to be lied..
Love to be loved.."


ChieH

its windy day uh.. feel so comfortable and relax now. I am at wywy now, updating my blog. I feel so good!!! Wakakaka...

Well, today i actually wanna ask someone but then he cant make it. So only me, Joyce and Melanie hang out.. Ehww~~ So bored..

Owh yea, on monday, we will have a basketball tournament at Batu Bersurat.. We represent the Tutong District and we will play for the opening ceremony.. Crap!!! Im not so willing to play for the opening leh coz we are really bad in this sport.. We never train together, we never play as a team... So how can we have a good game leh??

This lately I feel something wrong n weird with one of my friends. I guess u know who u r yea gal... I dont know what I should do to make myself balance. What i mean is between u and my parents. Well, i guess u also yea... We are like kind of strangers now.. Not like before of what we used to be. Hanging out together, Chill together, watching movie, shop together gossiping and many many more... Even when we online, we would not contact or chat with each other. Its only when we meet or see each other, we would simply said a Hi.. I dont mean to be like that.. I suddenly feel like we have nothing to chat or talk about.. We are like a mirror. Once its broke, it will never return to its original. There will be a crack there. But I really hope we can back to what we used to be and maybe its just not the right time for now. I would not said anything more about you and 'him'. Just hope that you are choosing the right path for your future and I really hope he can treat you as what you want him to. Prove it to us that u and him really can work out together. Dont ever get hurt again. Please, love yourself more okie... I will praise for your happiness.

Besides, I will praise for my other friend also. I hope she knows what she is doing. Throw away your guiltiness, go for it and apprecaite every moments, everything and 'him'... U never know when would be the end but why dont you jus appreciate it now.. Try to make yourself relax all the time.. Dont get stress so easily yea.. Love 'him' as much as u can for now and make him feel the same okie... Come on, everything will be alright de.. Dont worry...

Ehhheee... Gambateh to both of you.. Remember 1 thing.... I will always love you guys... Always!!

ChieH

"Its really out of my control..."

its 4 oclock and im wit my darling, joyceee at wywy. Im so bored.. downloading FOB.. its so damn slowww... Ehww...

Owh yea, yesterday i have a really bad headache coz the day before yesterday i dint get enough sleep.. Well, strictly saying, I slept at 4 am and then have an early jog wit Joyce.. Then went to play basketball at 7.30... After dat, rushed home to get tuition with kerrick khoo at 9... I only took a small nap at 1 till 2.. Then someone woke me up and told me dat my parents were back..

Sien sien sien... bored bored bored....

"We would never expect the unexpected.."

Loving, Betraying, Controlling, Regretting....

What is Love???

I dont know...

Coz, im nt in love now...

But, i hope i can find my true love soon...

Couldnt together with the one you love is the saddest thing of all...

To be loved by someone is the happiest thing of all...

But, to be loved by someone dat u dont love is the......

Hmmmm.....

2molo school reopen.. back to school and facing my evil like kids.... Huh... Busy days coming!!!!! Cant hang out anytime liaw lo... Gonna pleaded my mama buy me a car... yeappee...

Take cares my fren out der.. Love u guys...

ChieH

It has been a while i have not update my blog. Well, within dis time, everything goes wrong... We didnt expect that would happen but it was truly happen and we cant do anything on it.. The matters of my 2 best friends..

Firstly, it was about R.. I was so freaking pissed off few days before just because of this fucking thing. I could said that this is just the matter between we n her. Why would they put my parents into it?? They have do nothing n yet someone wanna come to see my parents in real.. Wat the fuck!!!! n yea, dis might me the first time I spoke rudely to a guy. That's because his words really pissed me off. I know he cares his sis but why would he blame us and point all the faults to us?? We are just her friends. Her only friends. Who can she ask for help if we dont help her.. Playing rude n hard to her is useless.. We try to talk to her and yet she doesnt want to listen to us and wat can we do again... Well, just let time shows everything.... Neither good or bad, i will owes be der with her... Support her no matter wat...

Secondly, it was about J... wat i can said is... nothing!!! Never expect the unexpected.... Jus wish her luck and appreciates who she has now.. Think for now and appreciate every moments... Time will show everything... wakakkaa...

Thirdly, im happy to know the abang abang ah.. watch movie sama, hang out sama sama, chill sama sama... enjoy every moments... I really enjoy the tyme being 2gther with them... hahaha... i miss the night we went to the kiulap cafe der.. 4get the name liaw ha.. me, liyeon, ting, lim, willie, mizan n his gf, dexx, jackie, and joseph... ahhaa.. till 12.30 i went home.. and ended up with my mama nagg~~~ ahhhaa.. she nagg balik balik... ahhhaa...

ehm.... holiday holiday liaw lo... yesh yesh yesh!!!! hang out, chill chill, surf surf, bball bball, tournament tournament.. ahhhaa... april tournament coming soon!!!! we were asked to join.. =.= so just wish us luck lo~~~ wakakka....

OKie!! GtG liaw... will update more soon.. hehe...

ChieH

sorry for not updating yea..

coz i was reali reali busy...

practising dancing, tuition-ing, teaching...

and the main problem is dat i have no espeed now..

so i cant get surf anytime i want to..

so yea...

promise wil update as soon as i can get surf agen yea..

* i promise yea, weii~~*


ChieH

1st day of CNY~~

ChieH